With everything that has been going on lately this blog has completely gone out of my mind. With thanks to a friend who has been sharing his blog with me lately, I've decided it's time to start committing to it again.
One of the most significant features of the past couple of months has been the therapy I've receiving for my depression. It's helped me learn a lot about myself and where my insecurities and issues stemmed from. It's now just a case of learning to change my mentality into a more positive outlook, and to stop "emotionally self harming" by blaming negative that happens to me on myself.
I've mentioned several times before the issues I have with my job, but with thanks to the inspiration from my internship at the Desgin Museum in their press office, I am now actively looking for a new job. I'm worried this may be a poor judgement as no job appears to be safe at the moment, but I feel if I don't make this change it will only continue to grind me down.
Also until very recently I've been unsure as to whether or not I wanted to start dating again or not. I've started talking to guy that has kind of wowed me and I'm unsure if his suggestion to meet is for the same reasons I'm wanting to, but it has made me realise just how much I miss the companionship. Even if we just become friends, I'm grateful he's helped me come to this realisation.
He suggested that we meet on Thursday (after several messages back and fourth trying to narrow down the best day) but he had to rain check at the last minute as he couldn't get out of his original plans. I'm hoping this wan't a fob off as he seems quite genuine and honest, it was also his suggestion to meet after all, I guess only time will tell!
I'll write more over the weekend about the past couple of months, this was just my warm up....
